A personal blog for thoughts, and rants. Usually will be short except for the times that I have a charged rant.
Didn't stop me from crying in embarrassment when I got back to my room.
Ugh, getting crushes on friends are more trouble than anything else. And it happens all the time to me! Is there a way to stop this from happening again? Or is it just a cycle?
But I'm doing fine otherwise. Now my mind is just scanning for the next bloop on my crush radar. The main thing now is... there's very few, if any people at all, that I am interested in at my school. Usually I pick up a random fluffy crush on a person, but nothing substantial. I just want to be done here, move on, and meet some lovely ladies and guys. But I need to be back in the fall to finish my thesis. (Solid 4-year college plan went down the drain. I just want to be done with school! Grr!) So new faces are going to be scarce. And I highly doubt that I'm going to find those "sweet lady kisses" at my school. Later in life? I guess.
At least I don't feel crummy about my friend. I'm moving on nicely.
What my mind wonders about is, what am I moving on to?